Should i be guilty?

I should be guilty to a lot of things now and I don’t think I should justify each.

I'm at my desk right now, and the Wi-Fi is down, so I utilized my hotspot to stay connected. This gives me enough of an excuse not to check our corporate email for updates since we have no connectivity. I have a lot on my plate and can't start what I intended to do.

I'm buzzing with excitement to the point where I can't bear to glance at my exam notes any longer have quite a number of books lined up for the exam, but I just can't seem to get started. My stomach is rumbling, yet I'm at a loss for what to satisfy my hunger with. Maybe because I'm the only person in the area right now, the temperature in the office is colder than usual, and I really loved having no one around to mess with my peace of mind. I am unable to even begin creating the guided questions and reflective reaction paper that I intended to give my students.

With so much to accomplish and so little time, procrastination is at its best. I had so much on my mind that all I wanted to do was write it all down, put everything on record. A part of me gets tired of the talking that comes with my job all the time. Even for a little while, maybe once or twice a week, there's something quite appealing about being quiet, walking under the trees, and taking in the fresh air. I consider myself fortunate to work in a place full of trees and blessed with cool weather.

I do, in fact, treasure my peace right now. Life gets more peaceful the less I worry about the people around me. My sanity and WiFi seem to be entwined lately, which is surprising. Hahaha